you had changed . Changed just right infront of me .just unknowingly u have hurt lots of people fuck ! Cant you all express yourself!!! I cant tell you !! Chi bye you suck sia! Change is all u can! I wan you be yourself like the first year!!!NOT NOW!!!I HATE U NOW CANT U REALISE IT YOURSELF!!???! IDOIT!!!!!!!

♥ 5:08 AM

why does the things we dont wan to face come so fast....
I hate school it suck nothing in my life would help it i dont wish to face them im scared that they would say things in front of my face i cant take it
Even at home i just feel so out..
They always have things to talk to And when they laugh i was just in my room listening my life sucks...
Not of it was good my family my friends all ruin...
Was it because me? I suck right

♥ 7:59 AM

Being with them just felt so happy but...
Once at home all this just flashed back into my memorises...
I really loved them like they were my real family they brighten up my life and when im really down they were there...
Right beside me to hear my craps...
They seems to know how i feel...
Sometimes i really hope that people would just msg me and ask if i was fine but no one asked....
But soon... They are leaving...
Leaving this school...
Just suddenly feeling so ------
Everything seems so fake now...
Wondering what will happen ...
Just hate the feeling of being alone...

♥ 7:46 AM

whats the use of living in life ?
First obtain eduaction
Second set up a career
Third grow old
fourth die
Whats the use
I really hate going to school seeing all the things i dnot wish to face felt really worst...
Very time this i would all emotional and ---
Today no one know that i --- i went into a room and locked myself inside so that no one could see me but in the end when i wan was talking to annabella i just couldnt help it and --- what the use? Bothering over it just hack care im always alone and who cares? nobody! Life sucks whats the use of having friends and living only for future and not for now... And theres no moment for me to cherish anyway...

♥ 9:18 AM

maybe i should just do all this myelf.
if anything starts like -------- or whatever they wont need to be troubled right?
Yeah may this is the best bah:)

♥ 4:47 PM

say i say rumor about dominic rumor ha.
no lo u doesnt even know why i said that
Even if i really started it should he be responsible and start to do something that we accept . this monday he was late and he alpologised to us and thats responsible ok but why cant he plan the timing more right before that he ruin the plan on sat then last he made it more worst i know its hard to plan all this but cant he try to make i all better?
Felt a change in him recently and i tried to change my views of him but saying all this no use since all this is i started
Shouldnt they chose someone we all agree and is responsible i know i cant do anything but cant all of us vote? With all of us that makes up a band right cant we help to carry the bundle and if the vote is still him we will accept it since this is the answer
I suddenly feel like joining this band is like just playing instrument before i felt that this band is my family no matter what we can handle it together but now all because of this changed all the people's view
I really hoped that we could give him a chance and i could give just hoping that he would be like us just be on time , plan things better than before not perfect but can improve
if he can do this i will be at his side supporting him....

I just hope that this family wouldnt break down just like this..

♥ 7:23 AM

i've been waiting for you to ask me what i think but in the end u didnt
I really hope u would know what i think before u say anything
Many thingd people dont understand sometimes not even i do

♥ 8:46 AM

God damn it sia Dbsk sure gonna disband le lo
stupid sm walau you know hor they sell 50,000-100,000 albums hor they only get 2% of the earnings what the sm sucks sia
Now jaejoong jun su and micky gonna be actor walau then they not gonna sing again le
Sucks sia!!! haiz

♥ 2:14 AM

mad women

LOL disfigured anna

omg her nostrils!!!hahahas

wa... old women

omg wilnel!!! you look so thin!!!

Wa... like old maid0.0

Fei mei!!!!!lol so sexy

lol you look like jockey in L4D hahas

♥ 1:52 AM

i dont know if i can anot but i will try
I will try to make better no matter what or who i aM
wrong one nvm wrong twice whatever wrong thrice what the hack? are u fit to be?
Is it so hard to plan and why doesnt we get to vote its our band right
Alumni so? does that make any different why do they get to and we dont?

♥ 8:27 AM

just thought that why is he giving us this attitude ?
Is it because he knows that we dont like him and he's just giving to us what we gave to him?
I suddenly think that we dont really want and even thought of wanting to understand him
Should we try even if we cant we shouldnt do anything until everything was seen and heard and until they understand
i cant say it not our choice but we cant decide do you think u can do a great job yeah you think you can everybody think that they can
But did they think about our people? Do they think that you can? If yes ok. If no hope you would think about others more than thinking yourself being the head of any shit things
Some things couldnt be controlled...

♥ 8:25 AM

thinking back it felt that many things helped me surface more in my life i know more and felt more now im a totally different person
Last time i was a totally navie hahas more fun than now maybe i have matured hahas

♥ 10:31 PM

i really hope that someone anyone
Who is willing to listen To all my crap things
I dont really know who to say right now
Last time i have really good friends to say
But now... If only you guys but i dont know
How to start....

♥ 8:38 AM

i dont know what you did but it really hurts...
I didnt do anything but you are like taking and invisible knife stabbing me i cant see the blood but i can feel the pain ...
Yeah you guys thinks im like so called happy go lucky but i dont know maybe im just wearing a stupid mask covering all the stupid things maybe you guys think that im always not bothering about things cause you guys cant see the inside me !! you just makes me feel like you.. Nvm... I dont know i felt really...
You guys always thinks that i dont have trouble yeah... Right. I just somehow created for myself which i didnt know it was with me for so many years and until now i then know nobody knows me.. and its my problem you guys thinks im so happy but yeah maybe i should just take it off...

♥ 8:19 AM

hey guys i dont know what you mean by cant walk into my heart and what can you guys do seriously i dont realy know but i really missed those times at sec one... We were so close but the first month and first day of sch when i talked to you guys i feel like a total starnger to me.. Maybe it how u became close the band than you guys... Now all i know is band is my family my friends i cant think of if that happens again i really cant take it but i have a feeling that some of them are rejecting me maybe theres al limit to them or maybe i should build a gate there to prevent the thinking and memories to effect me i just felt that if i move in an further they would really reject me and push me away maybe building a gate is the only way...if you guys are willing to open the gates but i just feel so yeah... Maybe hanging out with family is the only way to stop thinking...

♥ 8:12 AM

lol tmr gonna have big fam outing kinda excited but wilnel never come sian...
tmr go jian cheng house play maybe watch ghost story and oh yeah jun yan say he wan say very scarey ghost story hoho really ma
Yeah tmr play mahjong then go his room ghost movie ahhh!! So exicted wilnel!!! Why never come sure damn fun hahas

♥ 7:48 AM