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Don't leave me....
i'm your soul.


I'm a girl who dont care about othersbut not wanting to be seen by her trueself . Hates to be left alone or people leaving .Without that i would feel lonely and hate myself.

strike out.

Wants to be happy
Wallet
Phone
Laptop
True friends
Love from people

hearts talking.


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alternative exits.

Familys .<3
Bigfam ♫
Eileen .
Huiyu .
Litat .
Shengyong .
Shizhe .
Jiancheng .
Friends .
Gerald .
Ashley .
Meiling .
Junyan .
Arshad .
Elene .
Charmaine .
Lisa .
Ruby.
Jenson .
Kuanhong .
Siti .
Band .
Hsws .
Catholik .
Alumni>
French horns .
Trumpet .
Sec1s .
Amelia .
Esther .
Grace .
Joey .
Miranda .
Sarah .
Tricia .

my days, not yours.

December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
July 2013

thank you.

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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Yogurt
2. Last phone call: Meiling
3. Last text message to: Meiling
4. Last song you listened to: Can you hear me by Taeyeon!!!!
5. Last time you cried : when i was leaving CHS


HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Yeah...
10. Been depressed:Everyday
11. Been drunk and threw up: No, never got drunk before.


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. Black
14. Blue


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yes, many.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: Er.. dont think so . im not that emotional
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: (; yeah. and she's a girl-.-
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All bah
23. How many kids do you want to have: 0 .err... giving birth makes you fat-.-
24. Do you have any pets: once had hamster .Damn troublesome
25. Do you want to change your name: No. I sounded cute with Anne:D
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Remembered being face smashed by cake hahas
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.10 tired
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Dreaming
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: My dream to be granted
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Now derh...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: To not cut my hair?
32. What are you listening to right now: Taeyeon - Can You Hear Me (love it<3)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Yeah. Not only tom and also dick harry!hahas
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: No band practice tmr
35.Most visited webpage: Facebook ,Blogger ,Msn
36.Whats your real name:-.-I said i sound cute with that name
37. Nicknames: An ne? An nai? lol and porn star-.-
38. Relationship Status: I had a wife.
39. Zodiac sign: Mouse hahas so cute.
40. Male or female?: Not female homo
41. Elementary?: Hougang primary
42. High School?: Hougang sec
43. College?: Eh... im not that old
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Short... wish to say long
46. Height: 158cm bah
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Yeah and hate it
48. What do you like about yourself? Everthing :D.
49. Piercings: A pair lah
50. Tattoos: Wish to have .But scared pain
51. Righty or lefty: Righty


FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never had one done.
53. First piercing: baby?
54. First best friend: In secondary is Meiling and yanshan
55. First sport you joined: Eh... chinese dance-.-
56. First vacation: Malaysia...
58. First pair of trainers: Eh... baby


RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Egg:D
60. Drinking: Water
61. I'm about to: Go exercise
62. Listening to: My mother nagging.
63. Waiting for: 20/7/10 my section to come!!!miss you

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: No. fat...
65. Get Married?: See first lo
66. Career?: Singer, Musician, Lawyer

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eh... none
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: A little taller bah
70. Older or Younger: Older more mature
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Body can le:D
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship la hook-up go geylang more fun hahas
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? Hesitant bah


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? Er... half?
77. Drank hard liquor? Maybe? Didnt know its liquor..
78. Lost glasses/contacts? Nope
79. Sex on first date? Ew... that digusting.
80. Broken someone's heart? No. but broked mine
82. Been arrested? No
83. Turned someone down? Yeah and being turned down too..
84. Cried when someone died? No
85. Fallen for a friend? Everyone's relationship starts off as friends right.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: No. Everything lies in you.
88. Love at first sight: No.
89. Heaven: No.
90. Santa Claus: No.
91. Kiss on the first date: No.
92. Angels: No.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: I never had a boyfriend-.-
95. Did you sing today? Yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody? Please im still a virgin
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? Back to then deiceding wether to cut my hair.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Can it be this year. I wished i neer confessed.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Maybe.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: No. hahas just kidding


♥ 7:18 AM



Did i change?
Did i make her change?
Is it my fault that she became like this?
she was once a really pure girl...
She thought nothing but _____
And why does everybody around me changed?
It seems like i cant do anything right...
Just worsting things right?
hahas thats me
she just changed so rapidly like she is always like that...
what in the hell did i do ?


♥ 6:09 AM


Monday, June 28, 2010

If this three things were in our band
-convenient
although some instruments are big why cant u just think of ways to complete it?
sometimes when u completed some thing important u can feel that u had achieved something.
-conviction
its about the feeling or appearance of believing about something strongly and of being sure about it. Sometimes doing things deciding things , conviction is need .Doing what you think is right is not always right but by believing in your thought and listening to others can help to change everything. Many people including the band people said that our band is falling .But did you guys every think that we could change all this? How can we make us a better band? Theres many way did anyone of you tried to do anything? The answer is no. Being with the Catholik high , our discipline improved but did we do our best? Yeah they are marching band but whats the different? They say we are pro but do you think we are?
I can say no. we suck . See what did we do to our juniors? Because of our stupid behavior they became like this a lousy junior . A junior that cant even play a song right. So as seniors what should we do and what should you do?
-commitment
A promise to do something , to behave in a way
A promise to support something
this is the fact of committing yourself
A thing that you have promised or agreed to do ,or what you have to do by just to use or spend time in order to achive something and even complete something.
Achiving something requires time and energy but if you did something in giving you will get something in return . God is fair if you are ugly they will give you talent if you are pretty you wouldnt be smart but there always something needed to be achive for what you have choosen and not giving it up even the chance didnt or heavent come.
Waiting and preparing make and lets u take a bigger step to your achivements .


♥ 4:03 AM


Friday, June 11, 2010

now i know why people wans to wuit band .
Its because of all those stupid people whim keep saying we must help the band and in the end all of our reasons to quit os because of them .they just keep thinking we wont know that that were saying crap and things about us. Espescially the stupid guy acting so innocent ha! if i could just quit now wah that was just heaven if i quit at sec one


♥ 4:47 AM