Haix... sometimes u dont even know why you are sad...
Recently become quite emo. Dont feel like talking to friends .
Everyday came home early for nothing .Could actually stay at sch with friends..
But everyday needed a period of slience and cooling not sure cooling what.
Suck sia. dont even know what im sad about... but really hope that when shizhe leaves chs can be there.But cant.. they got their exams...
Somehow i feel heavy...
Sometimes we can actually feel our heart sinking.
Its like your heart is getting heavier and heavier till your stomach feel hurts and your tears are falling. Is that the pain that i always felt?
Now of days everyday just feel like crying out. But crying out is the worst thing.
People wont know it and their mood would be ruined too.
Knowing that they wont read this so i can type out.
Im tired. missing so many people and not wanting something to happen .
What does god mean its time for my heals to wound i cant!
Each and everyday my wound is being torn. Bigger and bigger.
Soon there will be no way for it to heal .And everything is going as plan?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN! wanting him to leave? NO!
Argh~~~. i cant take it!! i cant say it out infront of anybody!
felt like using the method i always used... a pen knife.Lots of ppl said that's stupid.
But sometimes when your heart hurts more than the pain. it will feel good.
It will make you feel much better...