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Don't leave me....
i'm your soul.


I'm a girl who dont care about othersbut not wanting to be seen by her trueself . Hates to be left alone or people leaving .Without that i would feel lonely and hate myself.

strike out.

Wants to be happy
Wallet
Phone
Laptop
True friends
Love from people

hearts talking.


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alternative exits.

Familys .<3
Bigfam ♫
Eileen .
Huiyu .
Litat .
Shengyong .
Shizhe .
Jiancheng .
Friends .
Gerald .
Ashley .
Meiling .
Junyan .
Arshad .
Elene .
Charmaine .
Lisa .
Ruby.
Jenson .
Kuanhong .
Siti .
Band .
Hsws .
Catholik .
Alumni>
French horns .
Trumpet .
Sec1s .
Amelia .
Esther .
Grace .
Joey .
Miranda .
Sarah .
Tricia .

my days, not yours.

December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
July 2013

thank you.

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Saturday, July 10, 2010

im changing am i? I cant control myself .
Just when people knows me too well i can take it or go any further with them.
And now preventing all that im staying away from people asking them not to know me too much. Why do people like me? When people tells me they like me i cant do anything but to avoid and escape... I wanted to face it but what should it do ? I cant say it to them. I really hope no one will know me too well .
I cant remaine then same . When u understand me i will somehow suddenly just let you know that im walking away . I dont wish to ------. I just suddenly turned cold like i did to one of you... Im sorry i cant control myself . Everytime seeing you look at me makes me think that i should look back. I hate it . I know u felt sad but i didnt care! I dont know just suddenly i have no feelings!? What the heck am i thinking?! I really hope we could stay as it is now and not go closer by day...
I cant change i know if i change it would be worst... I cant imagine...


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