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Don't leave me....
i'm your soul.


I'm a girl who dont care about othersbut not wanting to be seen by her trueself . Hates to be left alone or people leaving .Without that i would feel lonely and hate myself.

strike out.

Wants to be happy
Wallet
Phone
Laptop
True friends
Love from people

hearts talking.


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alternative exits.

Familys .<3
Bigfam ♫
Eileen .
Huiyu .
Litat .
Shengyong .
Shizhe .
Jiancheng .
Friends .
Gerald .
Ashley .
Meiling .
Junyan .
Arshad .
Elene .
Charmaine .
Lisa .
Ruby.
Jenson .
Kuanhong .
Siti .
Band .
Hsws .
Catholik .
Alumni>
French horns .
Trumpet .
Sec1s .
Amelia .
Esther .
Grace .
Joey .
Miranda .
Sarah .
Tricia .

my days, not yours.

December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
July 2013

thank you.

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Sunday, August 1, 2010

Now even at jian cheng's house.
with shizhe there with his every move make me feel sad.
Somehow listening to the piano kiss the rain .i felt the sensation and feeling he's got.
Everything is just like pouring out in my mind .and hearing all their laughter was like this is the last moment.
until Oct .soon all will be over... without him in out life. And one least laughter being filled in our life...
I know that he's sad but he didnt show it out infront of us... i can feel it but what can i do?
i dont wish to be the spoiler of this outing... Loving people was the worst.
Just like Chs leaving i kept all my feeling within not letting them know. But jut a little prick.
My heart broke now im trying to mend it but its really hard... my friends said i changed .
Im now trying to change back but i cant find the feeling that i had with them .
Ever since they came all the things had been different.Just thinking of them leaving me and shi zhe.
Recently im trying to escape from everything . All the feelings just bottled inside me.
I cant stop thinking about the times we had in sch and just by walking around i see all their faces.
One by one appearing and flashing in my mind like i missed lots of stuffs.
If only i had cherished he times with them... i wouldnt be feeling like this now why didnt i cherish?
Am i so stupid? i know that they are going but... i DIDNT cherish! Stupid! serioudly what do ppl like about me?
I just so sucky and why do i diserve so many ppl's likes and loves? i dont know...


♥ 12:46 AM