I dont quite understand why i am upset.
I felt like im losing the importance of having that friendship.
I keep asking myself to dont lose that feeling but its really hard to not lose it.
Seeing them clsoe with other people.
Whats wrong wiht me seriously! People got ther own friends right and such difference in age they only thought me as her little sis! Why cant i find someone who is close with me and is my age!!!
All that i have gotten close with are all older than me and wont understand me!
Wae!!! I really hope someone.. Just anyone would see this and just know my feelings.
Last time i was really upset. They tired to cheer me up but it made me feel like a person like me couldnt be sad. Everyone seems to think that Anne have no problems. Always happy.. Why? Cant i have a sad period as well??
I wan and dont wan to see you guys...
I dont know if i am missing you all..
I'm not sure what and how i would feel when i see you all..
Happy or just no feeling? Just in the recent day i really wanted to see you all but now.
I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHAT IM CONFUSED WITH?!
With them hanging out with their own friends? Am i crazy!?
Stupid me!!! OK we are leading our own life but we still know each other.
It is a fact that we are once a friend and we will always be friends.
Even thought u all have other friends too.
Anne wake. Like you are tolded even if u felt beign loved now, U will soon be alone again.
I will get ready for it.